So i have a set date that i am going to start the big move. My calendar is set for the 15th of June. My father is renting a hauling trailer and i am on my way to the big city of Sac town California. With loverboy that is. i will being going to school there in the spring.. In the mean time i plan to work and just fully enjoy myself and the independence that i will gain away from. Im sad to leave my mom though she means the world to me as i do to her. and she needs me more than she expresses but she is a strong woman and i have faith. Her Battles are hopefully over ( in reference to my sister). So needs to wake up and have a reality check, that this is our mom and she is there to help and not out to get you. She needs to realixe that she wont ever gain my attention the way she is trying now.
Family and Life in general is something to live for. I wanna be here for my mom and my dad who has recently taken an interest in my life and who i want to be. before i was a complete failure too stubborn to give in to his lies. Things between has worked out for the better..
I love this state that i am in right now. and im not afraid to be happy and express it. People really need to give me the time of day to talk .. and for them to listen and find out who i truly am.
1 comment:
I love that you have a blog!! I'm glad that you're happy with this state in your life and I'm excited as well as sad that you'll be moving to Sac. On the other hand, now that you have one of these things, we can still keep in touch. As for your sister. Sometimes, you just have to let people screw up like you know they're going to and try not to let it take you down. I love you!!!
(too mushy?)
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